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| 4 months! 4 months! I don't type my diary for a long period! How Lazy I am! I just type the short one for my Australia trip.
I am glad that I have chance to go to Australia Working Holiday Program. I can meet many different people, working experience and farm stay. Particular the farm stay, this is my dream and I can do it in lovely small organic farm. They have many good food and environment, I can do a lot of good job such as painting, planting, picking, packing, mowing......many many, it is hard but still enjoy it! I have good eating habit and lifestyle here, I put off all my pressure here. I just enjoy playing with dog Ruby and Pussy cat. I love them because they listen to my secret a lot! Everyday, sleep on the ground, breathe fresh air, wonderful!
When I stayed in Bundaberg, it was a warm place. Good working hostel Footprints, I am a lucky person that I can live with all of you! I am the smallest person in there, I make many trouble but they are kind of me, always help me, cook for me(because I don't know how to cook!), take care of me, I just like a sister! I think they enjoy having a "little" Carrie in the working hostel! That's good! I had a very good memory here, thanks all of you!
I really want to say thank you to my parents, you believe me and support me, I know they are a little bit worried about me, but now I can show you that I can do it! I still live! When I stay in Australia by myself only, I still can solve the the things! This is a good challenge for me and I really build up my confidence! I am brave and I can do it! I believe myself! Also, I open my mind! A lot! A lot! I SEE, I TOUCH, I GET, I LEARN...... NEVER IN MY LIFE! IT IS THE FIRST TIME!
I gain a lot! This is an important part of my life, I can not forget it! I love my life, I love everything, I will not give up all the things, include myself. My family is my most important thing!
FRANCE, not a dream, I can do it! Also, CHANEL! THANKS! | | |
| 昨天是......難忘的一天。 本來我是坐港鐵回校上課。途中, 我覺得自己不妥, 個人開始浮浮地, 於是想回頭返家。點知都上左車啦, 不得了, 個人好浮, 都是受不了, 於是都是下車, 想到客務中心找職員, 我未上到去, 我已經腳軟, 我跪左係度, 成個人沒有力, 好好彩有個女仔見到我, 先叫我坐低, 又有另外兩個男途人找人來, 個女仔一直係旁邊陪我, 而一直路過的人, 都停下來關心, 問要唔要幫手, 我覺得好感動, 講真他們唔需要咁問呀, 反正都有人係身邊。我感受到佢地的真心, 我是由衷的感謝他們每一個人。 之後我就坐下, 最後去休息室等爸爸接我, 當走的時候, 我成個人冷起來, 個人又浮, 手腳開始震。我唔得啦, 最後要叫白車。我是行不到, 要坐要躺, wear氧氣罩。這時候, 我想起以前我不好好對待我的身體, 我失去好多, 這會不會是後遺症? 是不是身體要懲罰我呢? 其實, 我已經失去好多, 如果再要沒有......我都不會......不過我會接受。救護員問我:" 點解你會咁做(以前做過一些傻事)?" 我只是回答:"因為我傻, 不懂想。" 之後做左心電圖同check手指, 是沒有問題, 可能我屙,個人脫水, 加上身體弱, 就出現這個問題。之後都ok, 回到家, 成日都休息不到, 今天都是屙屙屙.....個人好弱..... 身體, 我知道你的重要。最重要是, 我看到人是有感情的動物。自己經歷過, 特別深刻。 | | |
| 打一件開心的事先。 我可以去澳洲三個月，好開心呀！我真是沒有想過，由一開始ｉｎｔｅｒｖｉｅｗ，聽到人地講英文好流利，而我就好差，以為自己不得～點知我都唔知點解之下我就得左啦！好開心～好似做夢一樣！ 我成日好想去西方國家，因為父母不是好有興趣去，我又未有工作，一直得個想。。。想。。。想。。。都現在，學校比個機會我，而且不是幾天幾個星期，是三個月，要自己做事呀！自己一個人找工作，好多野都是自己，感受一下自己一個人住的ｆｅｅｌ！都是好的，我呀ｂａ話我是時候要做點大事啦！我都知道ｇａ！我就做ｇａ啦！！！ ａｕｔｒａｌｉａ！！ ｆａｒｍ！！ ｎａｔｕｒａｌ！！ Ｌｉｆｅ！！！ ｅｎｊｏｙ ｍｙ ｌｉｆｅ！ | | |
| 被愛的感覺很難受。你的折磨竟然是愛的表現? 我很荒謬, 但的心甘情願。只可以怪自己傻。 在你面前, 我不要要理智。我選擇要你, 而放棄自己。 可能沒有回報, 可能會失敗, 會很痛, 但我仍執意。 也許, 再沒有東西比你更重要。 | | |
| 一年半, 說長不長, 說短不短。 有時候不明白自己為何可以這樣堅持到底。我覺得這一年半以來都是失敗的。我沒有爭取過, 只是害怕地畏縮, 我想由他開口, 結果甚麼都沒有, 而且更得不到他一點的印象。我覺得很可笑。我笑的是自己, 我仍是一樣的天真吧! 2010年, 和他的距離很遠。可是在我的心中, 我一直沒有離開他。我不知道他感受得到嗎? 我知道我沒有好結果, 但我仍是願意。我最開心是得到我爸爸的支持, 我不敢相信他會支持我: 我是明白你的, 因為我和你一樣, 無論媽媽要我不要我, 我都是一樣不變的愛她。我第一眼就愛上她。我怎樣說你也不會改變, 喜歡人不是錯, 總之無論如何我也是在你身邊, 你還有我! 謝謝爸爸愛我這任性的女孩。我真的想哭, 在你懷中哭。我的不快也在你身上...快樂.....我愛你。 還有, 一直把我遺忘的你, 我都愛你。 | | |
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